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Giaman tumas

 Writing this from the Passage Travellers' Inn in Buka It's after 1am in the morning (2am BST)  Monday 26 February Been here since Monday 19 February I am super annoyed at him Commented on my WhatsApp status then had the audacity to tell Paul I was must have been lonely and messaged him  I mean..... Why lie? For goodness sake, be honest! But than again,  This guy has been lying to his woman for years Already has a massive body count  And is unlikely to stop anytime soon  Why do I think he will tell the truth? Kaikai teeth tasol na move on...  

The call

Saturday 18 February 2023 He video called to speak with me? Apparently he knows I know He was told when I was in Buka Now he's really serious about it She knows I know Just get it over and done with He says Why wait? I'm afraid I'll fall deep I want to see him  but I'm also afraid of seeing him Ludicrous  

Spotify

 I discovered Spotify tonight.  Actually, it was suggested by my phone Yes, I am finally using my new Samsung S22 Ultra Spotify asked me to select several artists I like I selected a few too many Spotify then put together trial playlists for me I am listening to the first playlist as I type It is spot on, I tell yah!  It's a gospel playlist I love the collection of songs pulled together Before tonight, I had not even heard of some of these artists! And the songs  - almost all I had never heard before! I guess what I'm trying to say is  I LOVE this playlist!! And Spotify is AWESOME! 🎜🎝🎶  

Haunted Still

It's 17 October 2022 and...  I'm still haunted I thought I was over the events of 1 July 2022  But... Other things have happened progressively since I have been sucked in again I want to ignore the attraction but I cannot The pull is so strong The temptation too great! I fear I will fall if I see the cause Why...  Why... Why... Shivers The thought of this is sending chills down my spine

Unmarried

I have been engaged since 9 January 2014 I almost got married in November 2011 I have not been married since I planned weddings a few times But they did not eventuate I am happy that I am not married Why, you ask? Because I still have my freedom I am not someone's wife I can make my own decisions  I can solely do things I can solely own things Walking away will not be a mess I can leave easily if I so choose  

Frustration

  Sometimes I feel so frustrated Somedays I want full control Sometimes I don't want to carry all the burden Somedays I want people to know What's mine  Is mine 

Love Songs From Yester Years

 Love songs from the 70s, 80s, and 90s,  will never grow old Listening to them this afternoon  is helping me a lot Remembering the yester years  has been good for me Why I fell in love with you I can't believe what we've been through I know enough to know it's you I don't have to look far Until forever Cause it was meant to be It's forever you and me